Right back in the thick of things

I always seem to get myself right back into the particular situation that I now find myself in. Well, that isn't even true, but it feels like it is. Wanting what I can't have. Not knowing if I'm just hearing & seeing things because I want them to be true or if they are really here and happening. I need to read, I need to write. And I need to figure out how to get what I want (which probably isn't up to me), or how long I'm willing to wait.

samael
My inspiration has finally seemed to come, hanging just outside my reach.